It's very obstetrician focused here, I went through a big appeals process of foot stamping and letter writing to get let into the birth centre so at least I'm there rather than under obs supervision (because I'm too fat & therefore risky for the birth centre officially lol) but even so I'm still not allowed in the birth pool for my riskiness - which needless to say cheeses me right off
Bah, I am just trying to ignore the whole "have to actually give birth" bit 




